Ironically Fearful

There are seven days until I start my adventure to a Neverland I have never seen- Europe. Initially, I was thrilled with the plans to visit five countries and see all these incredibly beautiful locations. Now, I can feel the pressure to have a perfectly packed backpack with two weeks worth of supplies. I feel the... Continue Reading →

I could have.

I could have let the incredible stress crush me like the human I am. I could have worried every second of how things could turn, bad or good. I could have wasted every second stressing up to the point of a solution.  If I kept allowing everything to stress me out and string me along... Continue Reading →

In the Face of Adversity

Growing up, I realized that people revealed who they truly were when things "got tough." Adversity tends to bring out people's true colors, you can really learn a lot about someone when there is struggle to endure. The only thing we really are in control of is ourselves and how we choose to react to any... Continue Reading →

Hopeless Romantic in Disguise

I am calloused and have been broken. I let a fucked up kind of love freeze over what used to be a heart capable of loving someone deeper than they could imagine- or ever deserve. Was it even love for him? At this point, I don't know what was real in that relationship. Walls have... Continue Reading →

A Growing Moment, Stretch not Stress

My chest hurts and my breathing shortens. Anxiety is climbing in my body.  I absolutely loathe being plagued with unreasonable emotions. Let me make this more clear, emotions of anxiety feel absolutely real, but your brain knows it's illogical. I catch myself in these moments arguing with myself whether or not I am right for... Continue Reading →

Surfing The Highs and Lows in Life

Struggle. Everyone goes through a tough moment in life. It's inevitable. Life isn't all fucking rainbows and unicorns. Although, this utopia of a reality is unrealistic. To try and achieve such audacious measures will be a painful journey for yourself. The shock of the whiplash that happens every time something doesn't go as planned in... Continue Reading →

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